In my head, he was just one. The perfect guy, out of my dreams. He was just the perfect amount of Handsome and understanding. He was wise, charming with a dash of madness.
What I didn't expect is to find him one day in my real life, out and about. God, he is really as charming and handsome as I've ever imagined him to be. You don't find guys like him every day. What I didn't anticipate is that I'd have both of them in my life.
I'd meet one of them when I'm awake and the other is haunting my dream, in a nice way. Funny enough, the one from the morning is so nice and caring and the one from the night is so understanding and straightforward. I sometimes tell him about the day I just had with the other him that morning.
Sometimes I wonder, is it even possible to meet the person in your dreams before meeting them for real? And is it possible for them to meet? That would be awkward but good in a way. I bet the night one would have a serious talk with the day one. Even the sentence isn't logical at all! Yet, sometimes I lose sight of that line that separates them. The location is realistic and their reaction sometimes is nearly the same, enough for me to not know which is which.
With all this drama I have in my life, just when I found someone to confined in, he decided to leave. I mean, can you believe that! Above all, he is accusing me of having a feeling for the morning guy, which, btw, I don't have any. Oh god,,, why does everybody keep saying that?
Now, it's just me, in a big city, with a guy in my life. I think I'm handling things just fine... Right?
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