Another busy day in my hectic life that doesn't seem to get into an order at all. I thought a new job will make my life go into a new natural simple steady rhythm, little did I know that this shift can only cause a turbulent waves of chaotic noises , far far away from what a human can call a rhythm!
let me admit, moving to another state wasn't as Pleasant as promised. Well, yes! I have friends here, I went out partying 2 or 3 times. I went out exploring multiple of times, which was nice I have to admit. I love love love the coffee shops here. They give this city a whole other vibe, so different from my home town, which is a nice thing!
The apartment I'm in now isn't the best but I'm eyeing another one,,, My Dream One!
It's a studio apartment by the ocean. I have always been dreaming of living by the ocean. It's location is perfect. There is just 2 simple problems. The first one is that it isn't vacant as we are speaking right now which it will be, by the end of this season. The second problem is that I can't afford it's rent yet.
Well, technically I can afford it, just that I can barely afford it. If I really really want it, I have to search for raising my salary somehow, which is not my biggest concern right now. I'm allover the place to put this at the top of my priority list at this instant, yet it's still in the back of my mind.
What also in the back of my mind is that person who I can't stop thinking about!
I met him couple of times, we didn't talk a lot. I don't know anything about him. I don't ever know his name, but I felt an instant connection right at our first meeting .
Don't roll your eyes at me, I know what you are thinking 'another love story' And No, it's not,,, at least that's not something I can confirm at the moment so I choose to deny it and who knows when or where or whether I'd see him again.
let the time unfold what it holds, I feel that it holds so much answers for both of us.
In the meanwhile I'll just enjoy this so much normal day of mine trying to convince myself that this is the new definition of normal to me.
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