Rain

I'm soaked wet , it's raining, I'm standing in the middle of the street, it's a dark night . What a strange feeling I have,, I dunno what to do, where to go, I can see closed shops over there, it's pouring heavily, the right decision is to go home, which I didn't want to do or find a shelter which surprisingly didn't cross my mind. Start walking seems to be a better idea than standing but then to where , I know there's a park over there and the ocean is on the other side so to the ocean I go. No need to tell you that this isn't one of my best ideas ever but in my defense it's better than standing alone in the street. High tide , angry waves and all I can think of doing is standing there staring. This feeling is timeless and I feel useless. You can say I could have done thousands of things but I didn't and I seem to doubt all my rational decisions. Trust your guts, think twice act once. Nothing seems to work! And in the end I'm soaked wet in the middle of the storm watching the ocean from not so far.