Sorry my best friend we aren't as close as before ,, and after thinking, were we even that close before? We've been together since my birth , never been a part , you loved me and I loved you back.
You've tried your best to make me happy and I've tried to do the same,,,,,,,, but ...... You said that I've changed and you don't know why , even though you said you knew me very well . You are saying I'm hiding things but you've always said you can read me too well. What do you know about my hobbies , my favorite Food , my favorite Color , my favorite place , my favorite music , my worst mistake , my fears , my biggest secret , ,,,,,, , What about my problems? What kind of girls have I become? What are the things that make me nervous? Did you know that I cry a lot ,, when was the last time you saw me crying ,, Sorry my friend I'm not that little child that you used to babysit , I grew up along with a long list of secrets between us . I didn't tell you that I was ill till I looked ill , you didn't tell me that you were in pain till you looked in pain . I didn't tell you that I got hurt neither did you. Even the things we discuss , you tell me about that every day drama that I already know.
I too sometimes talk to you about guys, college and another kinds of drama . You started saying "I dunno" a lot after you were the one who "Knows everything". Yet,, after all of that, you are still there for me , a shoulder to cry on , a sweet pillow to throw all my stress into , the door that will never close up in my face even if all the doors in the world closed yet I don't knock you door often. Maybe we stopped being best friends but we'll never stop being friends.
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